Saturday, May 9, 2015

to the point

Just in case you're wondering what I did...

Sent Friday morning to DM & Ex's cells:

Hello. I need to be free
from all the trauma this
causes me. Moving forward
from this stress is best for me.
 ___ is looking for something
that doesn't exist.  I'm not
what he wants or needs.
Thank you. Goodbye.


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Last night I went to the Moody Blues concert with tix that DM bought 7 days before he left me and which he later generously gave to me to take someone else.  I took my friend for her birthday.  We had a great time but I have to admit to feeling extremely sad and lonely as I listened to the beautiful music that I know all the words to and saw couples all around me with their arms around each other.  That should have been 'us'.  But it is not to be....

Classic bad selfie in my new souvenir Moody Blues shirt.



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